Thursday, 14 July 2011
02:12:15 PM (GMT)
My mom just went looking through my stuff in my room without my permission because
apparently I'm just that untrustworthy...
What I'd like to know is what the heck I did to deserve that?
I've never done anything to make her not trust me enough to go snooping through my
So apparently I took her camera, one I don't ever remember using or taking, and now
she's saying I lied to her.
How can I lie if I'm telling the truth? I told her I didn't take it. According to my
memory, that's the truth.
But apparently she thinks I was lying... I would have freaking told her if I
remembered I took it!
So now she's up there yelling at me about how bad of a daughter I am...
I get blamed for EVERYTHING in this house.
Just because I'm the only teen in the house I take the hit for it all.
I even overheard my mom telling my dad yesterday to BLAME ME for something the DOG
And she always thinks I'm wrong! ALWAYS!
And then if she figures out finally that she was wrong and I was right, guess what?
SHE WON'T APOLOGIZE FOR IT.
She can't admit it!
I'm so sick and tired of always being framed as the bad guy even when I don't do
I don't deserve the treatment I get from her...
I get good grades, I don't do drugs, I don't drink, I don't go out without
permission... I don't do anything to make her think so low of me.
But apparently I'm bad enough to get sent away to some kind of institution in her
She's told me that before... and I just don't get why...
I'm tired of this mental abuse...
My self esteem is so freaking low because of her it's not even funny.
And it doesn't matter how many times I tell her the truth... she still thinks I'm
lying, even when I PROVE it's the truth.
She just accused me of secretly putting videos on youtube, too.
There was NO reason for her to believe that!
NONE! So why would she do that?
It's like she LOOKS for ways to yell at me and get me in trouble.
UGH. I just can't take it!