I love how basically everything I get stressed over ends up being nothing.

You probably knew this but I'm doing this thing called Poetry Out Loud, which is
basically a competition where you memorize a poem you chose from a given list and
perform it. You're judged on a few different things and blahblahblah. I don't
actually want to win, I'm just doing it 'cause I can. We were supposed to have the
first level today in Slam, but the date got changed. So basically I spent all of last
night and today memorizing a poem that I now hate, for something that is now in two
weeks. And I've literally been practicing so much it's insane. I got to the point
where I couldn't think about anything else without trying, and it was constantly
running through my brain. And it sucked. So that was annoying 'cause I literally
haven't been able to focus on anything all day and didn't sleep well last night
because I've been freaking out so badly. For nothing.