Sunday, 16 May 2010
09:49:13 PM (GMT)
I have written this entry to let a little piece of my mind flow... It's hard to be
me. Not many people would understand, but the few that do know almost everything
about me. My past is nothing that I should be proud of, yet, my experiences help
other people. Should I even tell other people about my past? Why don't I ever tell
people about what I want in my future, what I do in my spare time, why am I so
different? My best friends tell me I just think different, but do I? Can it be
possible that I am just a different kind of person all together? I have a tendency to
scare people too. Just the way that I carry myself I guess... What is it about me?!
It's frusterating really... It's frusterating not knowing who I really am or what my
real purpose is... Can a person have more than one purpose?
Why am I a "scary" person? I bet it is because I talk about my past. Do people even
know what I do in my spare time? I sing, draw, play piano and guitar, I play video
games, I took up photography... What is it?
Sometimes maybe it's better to not worry about things. Sometimes maybe it's better to
vent a little steam, but that's what has a tendency to send people running. I'm sure
the perfect grammar scares people too... If u tlk in abreviations ppl wont take u
seriously... I choose to be taken quite seriously... I have a story to tell, I'm just
not sure how to tell it...