fireoghalvtreds, Login to Kupika  or  Create a new account 

This diary entry is written by x_deviltown. ( View all entries )
Previous entry: treoghalvtreds, in category survey.
You can also go directly to the previous entry in category life.

fireoghalvtreds,Category: life.
Monday, 14 December 2009
09:28:41 PM (GMT)

you know the moments. the ones that matter that absolute most.
the moments you spend with men that make you squeeze your eyes shut and scream
inside. the moments you spend with the people that make you want to rip their spine
out most times, but you can't stop scoffing that their remarks. the moments you spend
so inspired you want to run home and jot it all down, but when you try the idea is
absolutely ridiculous. the moments you spend feeling like you're on the top of your
entire world, where you feel like you can fly among the birds and never come down to
reality. the moments you spend where you can't catch your breath for hours over
something utterly immature and obvious. the moments you spend crying your heart out
over something actually worth your tears. the moments where you can feel the most
important person in your life in every bone in your body, you can feel their eyes
watching you, intrigued. the moments where you find something so un-believeable and
astonishing you want to bust out of your skin and bones, you want to tell every
person you see. the moments where you can honestly say you're happy for someone,
where there isn't one drop of jealousy pulsating. the moments where you commit the
biggest sin of them all, and don't regret it whatsoever. the moments where the truth
really comes out, and all realisation rushes into clear view. the moments where
specters aren't the fear anymore, you only fear losing that one person. the moments
after there has been that gigantic gap in your life, and you have the thing to fill
it perfectly, as a puzzle piece, back into the picture. the moments where you feel
like you're falling into utter happiness. the moments where the most unexpected yet
beautiful thing falls straight into your world. the moments where you know, that in
the end, everything will turn out perfectly.
all of these things are the things that keep me going.

Last edited: 7 January 2010

Be the first to comment:

Next entry: clearing shit up. in category life.
Related Entries
‹HaveYouEverReallyDancedOnTheEdge?›: My phobias
‹Fairy.Wind.›: My phobias..?
‹Up-in-the-Clouds›: My Phobias
‹SunLitMoon.›: Fear poem
‹MORGASM›: My fears... :c

About Kupika    Contact    FAQs    Terms of Service    Privacy Policy    Online Safety
Copyright © 2005-2012