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Tuesday, 29 September 2009
04:52:46 PM (GMT)
This morning I woke up and i felt completely different. I felt better, lighter on my
feet, and excited to face the day. And it's only a tuesday. It took me all day to
figure out what was wrong with me. I can't believe i didn't know... I'd been feeling
this way for a week now! What is it?! Everyone told me i seemed different. "In a
great way" they all said... I've always been a smiling kind of person when i was
around people. Whether i wanted to or not. The way i felt? Horrible. But now, i don't
have to pretend to feel this way. I don't have to FORCE a smile, THINK about whether
my smart-ass comments are funny or not, or feel that i'm SUPPOSED to laugh. I just
do! The smiles come easy. I'm blessed because the moments Pass slow. I'm blessed
because PEOPLE don't make me sad, mad, upset, or giddy. Only i can do that ^.^ I'm
thankful for my Best friends, Ariel, amber, alix, alex, bradley, cammie, Hannah,
matty, kyle, nathan, kelsey, kasey, amber L, deshan, ashley, abby c, abby a, kaite,
tory, zo3, and everyone else that i know i forgot >.< I am also personally thankful
for my nanny, who changed my life and brought me religion; to nathan, that changed my
ways and let me see that i didn't need to do bad things; And ESPECIALLY to Ariel 
If it weren;t for her, not only would i be retarded and not know what to do
(narcolepsy's a HOE lol) But i wouldn't be here today. She's my best friend, sister
from another momma, savior, and role model. She knows i'm a lot of things... weird,
goofy, smart, smart-ASS, random, retarded, sincere,sympathetic, courteous, Loud mouth
:/ and an oblivious day dreamer that gets in the way with EVERYTHING. But she doesn't
know what's up. So, i'd like everyone to know that the reason things are going soo
great is because, for the first time in a LOOOOONG time,

                                             I'm really truly HAPPY....

This is not a poem, or just some stupid diary entry. I want everyone to know that
they make their own happiness. The only thing stopping you is YOU. So... smile. Cause
YOU want to! You deserve it 

‹◄chery♦桜の木♦blosom►› says:   29 September 2009   711314  
good to know that your happy :3
‹Hayley_Elizabeth› says :   29 September 2009   178853  
THank you  haha


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