Monday, 5 January 2009
03:33:15 PM (GMT)
The reason i am single & heartbroken is because,
i think i fell for a certain guy, that obviously has no heart,
because he has hurt many other girls.
He was my first for alot of things,
My first REAL kiss.
My first REAL boyfriend.
My first REAL date.
My first REAL love...
When i say My first REAL....
That means i have had stuff like that,
but they weren't really considered what i thought...
All my kisses i had before him were through dares.
All my other boyfriends weren't really people i actually
All the other dates i went on, weren't really dates, just to the park,
quick little things.. Me & him, we went to the movies =) and kissed.
All my other guys, i never really loved...
So he broke up with me, after my first REAL french kiss.
... that hurt, because your first is one that you'll always remember...
And i didn't wanna remember it like this, hurting, i've been hurting for
almost two weeks now.
I wish he cared about me, but no, he doesn't...
Yeah, i don't know what to do, i have just wrote him a e-mail,
i hope he actually reads it, it pours out all my feelings and how much
i cared, and all that stuff, i hope he replys, i hope he reads it.
But yeah, i though i'd tell people how i felt.
Seeee yoou !
Last edited: 5 January 2009