Saturday, 20 December 2008
07:49:10 PM (GMT)
you know, when you really love someone you cant stand to see them break up with you.
i know i cant stand to see my bf break-up with me...i just go into deep depression.
DEEP DEEPP depression, like huge. All of a sudden i turn suicidal and everything, and
thats not like me at all. i just feel like no one at all cares about me. and when my
boyfriend broke up with me, i almost killed myself and i never known that he still
loved me. he swore he still loved me and didnt care at the time...i wanted to kill
myself so badly and so quickly so i didnt have to put up with any of the bull crap in
first of all, my mom is a complete run-around whore...sorry, the truth hurts, i know.
And yet my dad is still with her today, sad isn't it? but my mom tells my dad that
she has another BF to his face while spitting and yelling(personally i think she is
bi-polar). My dad is just too forgiving sometimes. I know im not like my mom for
sure...but i am too forgiving at some points in my life...like one time i was getting
made fun of like being called "ugly" by the popular girls at school and they said
sorry and i cant believe i said its okay. i am too forgiving i should have stood up
for myself. i always reret things like that.
...........................to be continued to part