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Thursday, 20 November 2008
12:16:34 AM (GMT)
Not even sure I spelled that right.... o well....

Anyways, too much of it is bad right? Well thats atleast what I'm told... but only
recently. Others have told me to go ahead and lean on them whenever I needed too but
maybe that made me weak.... If I look far enough into the past I didn't lean on
anyone, ever... never cried, never wanted anyone and never cared when a relationship
went sour... But now I think taking advantage of having someone to lean on made me
stumble into over dependancy.... I just cant seem to get it right... I'm either too
much or too little, I cant find that damn elusive middle ground. I don't know of
anyone who seems to have a hold of it either though, other than of course the one who
told me depending on someone too much is bad. He seems to have it right... but I
can't talk to him of all people about how to find that middle ground... I have to do
it without his help.... Sigh... and I have to let go of my past... that just seems

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