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Sunday, 25 May 2008
05:46:07 PM (GMT)
Raven: I loved you.

Leah: But alas you loved another

Rei: I wished to reach you

Kimiko: but alas you were to far from my reach

George: Now as I see you I realize...

Sai: nothing matters anymore as long as your happy my world is still in place.

Sumomo: As long as you live a happy life mine can be horrible,

Yuki: but it still will have hope

Shuichi: For even in death your happiness will brighten my tomb

Ruyichi: For even in my depression your happiness will bring me light

Raven: Even if your heart is with another

Leah: I can cry myself to sleep all i want

Yuki: but as long as your happy

Rei: my tears will not be in vein

Kimiko: As long as I want you to be mine

George: you will never be

Shuichi: as long as i am nice to those who i wish you to never be with

Ruichi:  You will do that wich i wish not to happen

Sai: but as long as your happy

sumomo: who gives

Leah: I once lived to know you cared

Raven: Now I live to know your happy

Rei: I onced wished you to be happy

Yuki: and still I wish that upon you

Shuichi: but how long can I last?

Ryuichi: how long can I stand it

Sumomo: How far will I go to gain your heart?

George: I know I will be left behind

Sai: and I know I will be crushed

Leah: but still I want to try

Raven: only for youo would i endure this pain

George: only for you would I stay alive

Rei: only for you will I hide my unhappiness

Sumomo: and only for you will I resist running a dagger through my heart

Sai: even though youve already done so 
Rei: Take me out

Raven: take me away

Leah: steel my heart

George: and leav me that way

SAi: even in dispare

Sumomo: even in desire

Yuki: i still find away

Shuichi: to keep from being tired.

Ryuichi: Kill my soul

George: give me pain

Sai: only your heart

Sumomo: will i try to gain

Yuki: take me apart

Raven: rip out my soul

Leah: put me in a grave 

Ruyichi: but atleast give me a role
Raven: with each word you speak

LEah: with each scentence you end

Rei: with each breath you take

George:  you destroy what i mend

Yuki: with each time you speak

Shuichi: every time i see you

Riuichi: no matter where it is

Sumomo: with each time i see you

Sai: I just want a kiss
never again will i want to see the light of a day well spent
never a day will i want to live
never a night will I think of all the worse
never an hour will I not continue to hurt
youve broken me
and now i see
 it is you
who has the key
the key to my exsistance
the key to all my life
the key to my anger
my happiness
and the key to my strife
youve unlocked all of theese
and closed only one
you locked the door to happiness
and destroyed it more
you can not unlock
whats already broken
you can not unlock
what what was tooken
the universe and my world
both are upside down
neither knows what right
neither knows to who I am bound
by love and hate
pain and pleasure
light and dark
this has never
killed me as much as now
for i fear you have forgotten
my heart forever
am I not worth your while
no more shall i remain
no more will i cease to fade
for now you have hurt me
and now i wish to die
but now youve got me thinking of quesitons such as why
and how could you make me this way
why and how could you never stay?
how can you tell me that im not good enough
how can you tell me that im to tough?
youve never said this of course
but its obvious you belive it
so why dont I fit?

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