Wednesday, 27 February 2008
02:13:18 AM (GMT)
I wrote a poem just a while ago for 30 minutes because this day was just so f*cked
up,my tummy is killing me,my eyes hurts because I kept crying coz my mom is being a
such a total pain in the a$$!! She beat me,my arm hurts..:'( I'm not usually SO
angsty but this was just one of those days..
My right hand is gripping a knife
On the other hand,my struggling life
The one I've been trying to hide,to keep it alive
I wonder which one will I take?
I wonder which choice can I be saved
I hate my mom,they just can't never understand
Why can't they just let it go
like letting go of sands in those clenched hands..
She can break me into chunks,not into pieces
with just a single word expressed
Where do you go when you're feeling like me?
It's 12 mid and I'm screaming with My Chemical Romance
Everytime I listen,my heart just intensifies with angst
So much that I just want myself to burst!
I'll leave this place soon and I won't feel any remorse!
For every pain you engraved in my skin,
Til my tears are still staining,
While you think you're all still winning
I'll avenge myself,start shaking
You won't get any help
Coz you've treat me like hell
and you posed me every threat
and if you ask me,"Where's your respect?!"
I'm so tired of this talk,I'll walk out,
And you'll be so sorry that I left
But I know you'll be so thankful
You'll never see this face again
You'll never see my other hand,your greatest burden!
But what's this knife for?
Can a knife make everything mend?
Shesh..I'm so emo right now...Don't you just wanna die when you're feeling like