Monday, 29 October 2007
10:29:48 PM (GMT)
I feel like a teenage girl.
Is it worse when a person intentially hurts you,
or when a person is so persistent in wanting to help,
so eager in trying to be a good person,
and help you so much,
only you you do not want help in that field, you don't even have the same goals,
but the person won't listen,
and they feel disrespected.
currently, I think the second one is worse.
My parents are upstairs talking about me.
they talk about how I don't listen to thier advice,
but I can do it on my own.
there are momments where I believe slight optimism is useful
and I don't want to hear constant reminders that something bad happened,
planning does all the good work,
and when the plans go wrong,
THAT's when family comes in handy.