Wednesday, 16 May 2007
11:03:26 PM (GMT)
Well now I guess my boyfriend is depressed well thats what he tells me. he said that
he hates his parents. He has to sneek on the computer and can't get on the phone.
Just cause him and his dad had a fight. But right when he got home he sent me a
message that he was going to run away. I told him not to but i'm really afraid that
he did. Yea he does this kinda stuff! Its kinda scary. but like way way before that
he said that he was going to kill himself but i told him not to do that and he even
said he wouldnt so he probably ran off some where i don't know what to do anymore. I
am getting depresser by the minute! he said he has no purpise to live any more. i
says everyone hates him. and thats not true my friends care for him hell my mom cares
about him I care about Him SOO freakin much. But i really dont know what to do any
more.....I just wanna kill my self so it would be over with everything. Cause
apperntly i can't do anything right i get yelled at for no reason! i hurt in the
inside soo fuckin much there is nothing I can do about it anymore. My ex-boyfriend
hates me cause i guess im to emo for him..and my grandma has cancer which really
hurts me cause its pretty bad cancer!!!!!!!!!
I just wanna run up to my boyfriend and cry on his chest!