Thursday, 23 August 2012
12:06:56 AM (GMT)
I want a hug so bad, I want comfort from a good friend, I just want to tell one
person why I am hurting.
But I can't. He's moving,he will be gone forever. I won't ever get another caring hug
or kiss from him, that kills me. I can't tell either of my best friends.All one said
was, "well at least you had someone to care about. I never date." And the other "I
didn't like him anyways."
He's just a small part of why I am sad right now, but he was such a big part tat made
everything seem not so bad. I am given much reason to hate life, for a short few
weeks he made me love it despite everything. Now tomorrow is the last day I see
him..and two people I care greatly about are happy he's going. One because she was
admittedly jelious of the fact it was so lovley, and theotherbecause I didn't see her
as much because of him. Those two are my best freinds, can't they just listen? Care?
Be there for me? No. Therefore, I have no one to vent to or hug tight. So I am going
to have to suck it up and move on. Even if it kills me on the inside, I can't show it
on the outside. He was just so damn amazing, everything I want in a Guy.
I am sick if thinking about it. *shuts down thinking.*