I love that song! One of my favorites.
Anyways.. I really hate being ignored. It's an awful feeling. Especially when
people remember you are there and try to make up for it, but then they just forget
and start thinking about themselves again. Anyone else on here know the feeling?
Well, I won't say too much on here, and I have my reasons, but I kinda wanted to put
it out there. Even when I don't want to rant to a person face-to-face, at least I can
type it on a computer. But yeah, I kinda dislike being invited somewhere and then not
spoken to. Especially when the people purposely put you at the edge of the group.
It's very lonely. I wish it would stop happening, but I highly doubt that. The people
responsible probably don't even realize the are doing it, which is quite sad. I mean,
honestly. Invite me to go somewhere, and then forget I'm there? Thanks, but no
thanks. The only reason I go is so I don't feel even more left out by missing
anything. It's not like there's much to miss, when I'm not a part of anything. People
have started telling me I'm quiet. I never used to be much of a quiet person, but I
have become one now because this has been happening recently. And throughout the year
too, now that I realize it. It's very sad the way I've been pushed out of everything.
So what's a girl to do? I guess I'll just have to spend time with my family. They are
the only ones who don't shove me out anymore.
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