Thursday, 10 May 2012
10:17:50 AM (GMT)
WHY ARE YOU STILL BOTHERING ME
stop delivering anxiety attacks to my braincells when i'm busy
you ruined a perfectly good night!!
it was pretty boring
and luke was gonna try and pull me
and i think he was doing naughty cocaine without me while i was hyperventilating in
WHICH IS A SIN
A GODDAMN SIN
fuck you lad i may be crying and hysterical but i still want substances
but i went home in the rain by myself and it was warm may air and my red umbrella
and small epiphanies (which are really just blatant thoughts but not in a
post-anxiety attacked mind)
don't go out with your old friends!! you always end up crying and anxiety attacks and
worrying! don't do it!
your real friends are sweethearts, however posh and far away they may be! (even
just sit inside and write all the time. you're a writer not a talker, there's no need
and then it was okay and now i am okay and the sky has sugar-dustings of blue and
gold today and it's nice even though i've already eaten too much and i feel a bit
but tomorrow is friday and i shan't eat and i finish college early so the party
starts at half past ten!!
party on the vomit bus with satan mmmmm
that's it the end sorry if you read it