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Tuesday, 20 December 2011
11:21:53 PM (GMT)
12/20/11 first ---------- 
today was a great day actually worked out went for a jog and stuff the usual not much
to do leave for grandparents in 2 days cant w8 for snow i love it!! and yea not much
today byeeeee _
now for past idc wat anyone thinks of me anymore im a open book!! 

ive benn to the mhrc about 4-5 times in my the past few years ( Mental Hospital Rehab
Center ) i havent been any this year and i havnt been feeling depressed since i
joined dance so thats good, when ever i was admitted i was either put in for serious
depression or for going crazy cause my dad had drove me to that point before he used
to make me break stuff he would drive me crazy

 im no longer depressed and i doesnt  cut anymore cause dance is now my outlet if u
know me in real life dont let my mom know i used to cut..all she has to do is look at
the underside of my arms to see the scars are still there and i'd be in big troublee
so please dnt say anything.

anyways yea dont treat me any diffrent now cause u know my history im still the same
person, only thing that has changed is how much u know about me this is my past im
just letting all of u know so maybe u can understand me better, i still get the
occasional paranoia or depression here or there but nothing i cant handle i just
wanted to share this cause i dont care what anyone thinks of me anymore cause if they
be hating on me then thats their opinon and if they stop talking to me then thats
their own right too it would just mean their part in my life is over and i just keep
moving on (= that is all good day. -alpha
Last edited: 21 December 2011

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