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Sunday, 11 December 2011
11:47:40 PM (GMT)
1. Brendon Molina literally asked me to send him nude pictures. 
What the hell. That is all I have to say there. 
2. Michael asked me out. Michael, who broke my heart, who I am head over heels in
love with, asked me back out. And you know what I did? I said no. And then didn't
regret it. Actually, I told him unless he plans on coming and visiting here, I'm not
considering it. 
But then...then he said he was actually trying to scrape together money. 
To come see me, because he misses me. 
And then we were talking and I told him about how I hated makeup and he asked why. So
I told him that it was probably because makeup seems to improve everyone's face but
mine. But that my excuse for hating it was that it makes for fake people whom I don't
And you know what his response was? 
"hey you, <3. you don't need any makeup."
It was so simple. Yet so sweet.
And I asked him why he was being so sweet and he said it was because
"believe it or not, I do care about your existence." 
When we were dating he used to say that all the time.
"hey you, I love you. " 
Made me miss that. 
He sounds like he might actually be serious about coming to visit over break. 
I don't know what I'm goingto do.

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