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A Drop In The Ocean,Category: (general)
Wednesday, 9 November 2011
12:53:31 AM (GMT)
A change in the weather, I was hoping that you and me Might end up together. it would have been a dream come true If you could've been mind I would have never let you go Truly, I loved you more than anything It's like wishing for rain As I stand in the desert But it's impossible. So impossible. It'll never happen. Because the distance is too great, And numbers form a wall between us. But Im holding you closer than most, Because you are my heaven~ If you had let me. I would have made it so We could work this out. Somehow. Someway. I swear I would have.. Because in that short period You made your self a place in my heart That no one else can fill. I need you more than anything. I don't wanna waste the weekend, If you don't love me, Pretend. Sunday Afternoon. On the 6th. How I spent the whole night crying. If only it could've been put off till Monday. 6 years. 6th of November. I hate the number 6. A few more hours, then it's time to go. As my train rolls down the East coast, It would've been oh so easy for me to visit. I lived there, merely months ago. I wonder how you'll keep warm. It's too late to cry, too broken to move on. You said you felt the same, If you really did I wonder if you feel the same way If this tearing you apart As much as it tears me apart? Do you feel as numb and lonely, as I do? Or are you just fine....?.... Still I can't let you be, Most nights I hardly sleep. Don't take what you don't need from me. I can't forget you. You're always on my mind. When I see anything that reminds me of you I can't help but break down crying. And then I can't sleep... I told you, my heart was yours. You said you would keep it safe. I meant what I said.. But did you? A drop in the ocean, A change in the weather, I was praying that you and me might end up together. It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert, But I'm holding you closer than most, 'Cause you are my heaven. It hurts, so bad. I can't help but go a little bit crazy. I've lost all inspiration. I can't think. If only, It could have been. Misplaced trust and old friends, Never counting regrets, My friend. She introduced you to me. She knew this would happen-- she said it herself. So why? Why cause me this pain knowing it would happen? I trusted her. I have so many regrets now... But he isn't one of them. New England as the leaves change; The last excuse that I'll claim, I was a boy who loved a woman like a little girl. It's fall, And its turning as cold as I feel inside. I loved you so much. Not as a child my age would. But as someone your age, I can promise you that. Still I can't let you be, Most nights I hardly sleep, Don't take what you don't need from me. I gave you all. I gave you it all. And I miss it so much. Not all that I gave him, But he, who I gave it to. A drop in the ocean, A change in the weather, I was praying that you and me might end up together. It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert, But I'm holding you closer than most, 'Cause you are my You are my heaven... You always will be. The place you have in my heart, that you left empty will never be filled by anyone else Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore. Heaven doesn't seem far away. Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore. Heaven doesn't seem far away. and I wish you weren't so far away. So far out of my reach. So unobtainable. Though I want you to be with me more than anything. At least in my life. In some...possible... way.... A drop in the ocean, A change in the weather, I was praying that you and me might end up together. It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert, But I'm holding you closer than most, 'Cause you are my heaven. You are my heaven. You are my heaven~

Comments 
fireonthemountain says:   10 November 2011   626196  
I love Ron Pope. <3
 
JulietsSecret says :   2 December 2011   262801  
@fireonthemountain 
Isomehowmissedthis. Im sorry dear D:
I love Ron Pope too <3 
 

 
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