Tuesday, 16 August 2011
02:19:08 AM (GMT)
 binge eating
 living off diet pills
[x] drinking something
[x] Under 100lbs
[x] starving yourself
[x] participating in a fast
[ ] ask if I’m bulimic
[x] call me fat
 say I’m skinny
[x] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[ x] spread rumors about me
 force me to eat
 say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
[x] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic
I WISH -
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn't have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[x] I could stop being ana/mia
I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] being weak
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
 I tan easily.
 I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
 I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
 I've been kicked out of the house.
 My biological parents are together.
 I have a sibling less than one year old.
 I want to have kids someday.
 I've had children.
 I've lost a child.
 I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
 Disney movies still make me cry.
 I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my trousers rip in public.
[x] I'm single
 I'm in a relationship.
 I'm engaged.
 I'm married.
 I've gone on a blind date.
 I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
 I've cheated in a relationship.
 I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
 I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
 I've been kissed in the rain.
 I've hugged a stranger.
 I have kissed a stranger.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ how did I manage not to??] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
 I regularly drink.
 I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[x] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying
[x] I've lost weight
[x] I've gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me.
 I'm at my thinnest
 I'm at my biggest
 I've lost weight and kept it off
[x] I've lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I'm hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I've skipped a meal
[x] I've thrown food away
[x] I've spit food out
[x] I've fasted
[x] I've taken diet pills
[x] I've used laxatives
[x] I've purged
 Binge eating
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
[x] I work out daily
[x] I exercise to counteract eating
 I've fainted from exhaustion
[x] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[x] LSD (acid)
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I have a ED blog
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[x] I condone pro-ana/mia sites
[x] I count calories
[x] I've had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
 I love food
[x] I want to be this way
 I don't want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] Being thin is my top priority
[x] I don't want to get better
 I am in treatment
[x] I'm doing this for me
[x] I'm doing this for someone
[x] I'm doing this to prove myself