Saturday, 18 June 2011
03:30:58 PM (GMT)
I started dating a girl named claire a few months ago.
.... She actually liked me... But then she realized that i suffer depression. She
read my ..... DAIRY.. Then told her mom about it. Her mom called me emo and started
cyber bullying me. Then when i talked on the phone with claire i heard her mom call
me stupid.... Then after that we weren't allowed to see each other again.. and i
think she said she would be grounded if we spoke to each other at school (we go to
the same school) . Later claire told me that in order for us to be able to hang out
and talk on the phone (together).. I had to change myself completley. By that i mean,
I have to wear girly outfits and wear pink, and have some stupid vally girl accent,
and get extensions. -__- at first i thought " Well, I'd do anything to see her
again." But we talked online and she acted.. Different. She called me names, She
asked me to do stupid things, And she always asked for stuff. Then she said
somethings... i dunno why but it made me cry for days.
1. " If you don't buy me whatever i want for the rest of our relationship we're GONNA
2. " You idiot."
3. " Is it okay if i date a GUY instead? I mean, I have a crush on him!! I like you,
but i LOVE him!"
... Later she told me that her mom was the one that was calling me names.
I told claire one day that i could try buying her one thing since my dad has a ton
of money. " *gasp*!! YOUR RICH?!?!" Claire asked. " ...Errm, sure??" I said. She
seemed so happy after that and told me she'll love me and give me a kiss if i buy her
something everyday. " As i said before toni, If you don't buy me whatever i want for
the rest of our relationship we're gonna break up." she told me. I was very upset and
soon realized she only likes me because i have more money then her.
I want to break up with her so so so badly. But i don't know how to since she is
a very sensitive girl.
Someone... PLEASE, help me.
And also, I need help getting a new
girlfriend. A better one.. -__-
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