I am in love with a man who does not love me. Every day I lower myself to him just
so he can treat me terribly. And yet despite all of this I still come back for more.
I love him so much that I am willing to just be his senseless fuck buddy just so that
he will be around me. I am being treated like a sick dog. Constantly beaten down all
so I can loyally run back to do it all over again. All because I love him. As much as
I try to stop loving him because he doesn't love me I just can't. So I sit here and
let him tear me apart with my own love.