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My life hurts.....Category: (general)
Thursday, 17 March 2011
01:25:00 AM (GMT)
My secret is out and people understand, but why do i feel like this?! I don't care
what people think because i'm gay, but I can't be too sure!I don't know what to
do....I can't believe Spencer LIED to my face!! And I really liked him...He even
invited me to his house. I want to be with him, but he doesn't like me...He tricked
me...but what my friend gave me this morning, my heart warmed...made me hopeful...
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Class just started and a new day begins. Spencer came up to me snd held my had to
'look' at my nails....hmmm.....
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Oh wow I did not know that Spencer was Bi!! I'll ask him later...Im confused because
when i asked him out he said yes, then no, but then told my friend he said yes.Oh
well....
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You know what? FUCK SPENCER!!! That bitch told me not to talk to him anymore!!What an
asshole...If I had the chance to tell him off I wouldn't hesitate......
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Omg! Spencer acted If I was a ghost!! He never looked at me and when he came up and
asked my friend if she had a dollar and he acted if i was never there....I hate
him....
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Spencer is changing bit by bit...like bubbles on a soda, fizzing out...He dis-added
me as a friend! Yesterday i went to his game for him and he called me a gay-wad!! I
called him a fag in responce...I might talk to him today.....
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Hehe....I saw Spencer In his wrestling uniform, suit what ever you want to call it,
and he was cute!! x3 It seems that i stalk him sometimes.... heehee....
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Spencer, my love...doesn't sound right...
my life is colorless, black and white..

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‹I've Tasted the Forbidden Rainbow› says :   17 March 2011   389214  
O.o" I stole Spencer last night....
 
 
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