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Sunday, 16 January 2011
12:38:59 PM (GMT)
six dreams. oh and you finally texted me last night with a cheery, "ello mate" like nothing was different. but to me, everything is. it took a while for me to decide how to respond to you, so i just showed the text to caitlin, closed my phone, placed it back in my pocket, and watched the movie. when i did respond, the conversation didn't last long. i never liked the way you texted. with your short "oks" and "lols". i had a hard time keeping a conversation with that. i finally asked the question i had been wondering about, "what happened between last wednesday when you didn't want me to leave, and sunday?" you said you didn't know, things just felt wrong. i think i get it now, but i'm still hanging onto everything from before. everything i could have done right but did wrong. the possibility that you would still feel like things were right if only you had given me more of a chance. i just want to let go, but that's the hardest thing for me to try to do.

blindingsuccess says:   16 January 2011   228099  
You fell too deep.
‹freckleshoulders› says:   16 January 2011   949308  
No, I never fell in love with him.
I just can never let go.
I still get angry thinking about what Aaron and this kid Jeremiah did
to me. 
blindingsuccess says:   16 January 2011   785542  
Oh, sorry. :/
‹freckleshoulders› says:   16 January 2011   241789  
It's alright, and come to think of, I spoke too soon. I probably did
fall too deeply. Who am I to know?
And yes, before I met you, there was Jeremiah. 
blindingsuccess says:   16 January 2011   176480  
What happen with him?
‹freckleshoulders› says:   16 January 2011   169084  
To be honest, I don't remember exactly.
But I do know that he too cheated on me.
It never came out in the open really, but I figured it out in time. 
blindingsuccess says:   16 January 2011   817437  
Oh, okay. :/ shesh. what is up with boys nowa' days, eh?
‹freckleshoulders› says:   16 January 2011   966213  
Ugh, exactly.
Can't depend on 'em.
Tsk, tsk. 
blindingsuccess says :   16 January 2011   417892  
Maybe we'll need to wait. (x


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