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What iv been waiting for but allways missCategory: love
Saturday, 11 December 2010
03:10:26 PM (GMT)
im so angry yet happy with my self to night/morning
i have spent the most awkwerd calm relaxing time of my life
ill try and paint a pic ok well me and my gf are in a shadowy room
and im sitting on the edge of the couch and shes sitting next to me she was writing
on her 
phone so i put my arm over her and i looked at it and it said (i really love u
Andrew)
so i took it and typed (same here) after that it went to an awkwerd silence then she
got up and layed down on the mattress 
and started playing with magic magnet pad and she started drawing flowers and writing
stuff but i couldnt read it so a lay down next to her 
and iv got my arm over her and she scibbles some of the sentences out so im like yer
ok it probly says i love u or what ever lol
so this goes on for a little bit so now its like 12:50am and im like oh well u better
get some rest so i kiss her on the fore head and stand up
but she stands up and hugs me and all i could do was wish it never ended so we hug
for like 3 mins so i start to walk around the corner
to the front door and shes following me (i was wishing she would stop me) any way i
walk out the door and shes standing there holding it open
as i walked down the drive way i felt sick and really sad and im so depressed because
im not with her, i love her so much but i hate how she makes me feel


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