Monday, 30 August 2010
09:41:55 PM (GMT)
I'd like to think you were my everything
but sometimes I you show me you are nothing
I'd like to think you are my life
but you've proven that you'd like to be my death
I'd like to think I love you means something
but comming from your mouth its just another empty promise
I'd like to belive you when you say your are in love with me
but you always disprove it some way.
I'd like to think every word you said was true
when you would tell me goodnight
when you would say I was your life
when you would love me
when you would tell me everything
I want to hear.
I'd like to think everyone was wrong about you
but when I scream to aphrodite for help
she only replies with laughter.
how cruel she can be
to give me a man, a boy
with only a false and empty heart
which sole purpose is to burn my own
at one point I liked to think that jumping in
with no plan no back up, completley vaunerable
was a good Idea.
but again you proved me wrong.
I used to think that when you broke up with me
in the depths of my most depressing hour
you were as you had said doing it for my benifit.
but it was just another way to entangle my heart
in the barbed wire you call the threads of yours.
how it peirces so fiercly.
penetrating my every veighn
sloaking my body my soul my mind in the crimson blood
it once pumped for you.
how foolish I was to have liked to think.