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Monday, 26 July 2010
05:00:59 AM (GMT)
I do really think I parents want me hurry up to get a job, and maybe leave the house. Not sure, but I HAVE to go with a job coach to Safeway, if you don't know, it's a grocery store. I know I'm just watching some of the people work, and maybe even try to see if I can do it.. I'm just really nervous, my mother or no one I really know will be there.. The only thing I am happy about, is my job coach is a woman. My mom just knows the time the lady would pick me up, that's all. She has no clue how long I will be and or what I am going to do. It's true, I am out of school.. Although, I just graduated, in June! Why can't I just try to relax, but no, I can't EVEN do that. Having a job coach is a good thing, yet I don't really want this to go fast and boom, I have a job.. I bet you all think, "You are out of school and look at your age!" But I have worked lots to graduate.. I really did. So I just wanted to relax some. I have to do the thing tomorrow, or today mostly.. I know I'm not getting a job right then, but I'm still totally nervous about this. This is a huge new experience for me. Just wish me luck beacuse I really need it. Comments are fine.
Last edited: 26 July 2010

Oroborus21 says:   26 July 2010   443886  
its a lil different and a very old movie but you should check out the
movie The Graduate..i bet its online.

try to look at getting a job as a stepping stone to a better future,
more independence. it can be scary becoming independent but in the end
it will probably bring you more happiness and feelings of self-worth.

‹The~Labryinth› says:   26 July 2010   967341  
my sister took a year of down time till she found a college/job in a
different province. BUT if i were you, take the chance to get some
extra money, and learn as much as possible. if you are looking toward
a college or university some time in the future, the more jobs you
have the more opportunities you might have in a college or university.

and, try not to worry so much. ill bet youll like some of your
coworker, and dislike some of them too. it part of any job or even
school. like my teachers say 'wait until you get a job with people you
dont like, your not gonna go up to the boss and be like i cant work
here i dont like anyone sorry, nope your gonna stay there and
work'. but youll be getting out more, meeting new people. 

long comment, i know. ^^;
‹Miharu-chan› says:   26 July 2010   756655  
....Seriously? I think you're lucky to get a job. You know, earn
money for college and stuff.
Biihtei says:   26 July 2010   272245  
lot's and lot's of luck! :D and maybe you'll get lucky and find
someone who  makes the job fun and fly by. l wantt to get a job but i
don't think i willl until next summer. D; 
and apperently when im nervous i mess with my hair and bite my lips.
iEmiCupcake says:   27 July 2010   771891  
good luck! hey, I live by a SafeWay XD
EpicFiveMetersofAwesome says :   27 July 2010   500371  
Aww, thanks. My mom did say it will make me get to know people, but..
The thing is, I didn't say on the diary, my brother still hasn't had a
job and he's like 23.. So yeah, I really just feel like my parent's
might want me out or something.

Thanks, you made me feel way better. xD
I'm not sure if I will go to college, still thinking about it.

I know, but  do feel like they are rushing me beacuse my brother still
hasn't gotten a job yet, which makes me feel that way. I hope I don't
sound childish or even selfish. xD; Sorry if I do.

Thanks, when I'm nervous.. I'm just quite mostly, that's all. xD;;
I am a shy person really in real life.. So this is big for me.

Lol, cool. xD Thanks! 


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