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Sunday, 31 January 2010
09:18:37 AM (GMT)
i love lucky & eric & all. but wtf. i seriously don't get the point of being best friends, when lucky doesn't tell me shit. how the fuck does she trust eric more than me, when she constantly ignores his texts, doesn't answer his calls, and just barely talks to him. when we talk 24/7. and then eric goes and texts me, and he's like "yeah i like her" and i'm like "yeah i've known for a long time" so we're just talking and he goes and says "lucky's starting to trust me more now :D :D" blahblahblah shit. and then apparently she told him something, that she made him promise not to tell me. what the fuck. i'm pissed. i'm tired of doing everything for you. seriously i feel like i'm losing my best friend, even though i know i'm not. you'd have to know lucky, to understand that, she's hard to be best friends with. so. fucking. hard. and she's the most annoying person to try to understand. it's like when she's reading her fucking mangas. don't disturb her. because she'll explode. ughgiskj. and then eric's like head-over-heels. and it's so fucking stupid because now, when he used to be there for me, he's like "k you're on your own. i like lucky."
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AerithLight says:   14 February 2010   641834  
Dude, that was just something about my weight, lol.
I talk to him mostly about my weight. LOL.


& wtf, I don't explode when I'm reading. I just don't answer.
Oooor, I go all, "OMGOMG. HE CRIED. D;" or "WTF, THAT WAS STUPID".
 
AerithLight says:   14 February 2010   791290  
Also, that weekend/time, was when I was really concerned about my
health. Cause of my stupid stomach aches. So, of course, I talked
about it a lot. Didn't talk to you a lot about it though, cause we
don't really talk about those things. So I told him not to tell you or
anybody else really.

(Completely remember) Anyway, that weekend before that weekend, I was
upstairs the whole time obsessing over Science. I only had those Green
Tea Citrus in cans that I drink in my room and a few snacks that were
already practically gone. So basically, I didn't leave my room at all.
The only times I ever left were probably when I had to use the
washroom, which was most likely only a few times during the whole
weekend and that was just across the hall. Basically, I didn't eat
anything. But my grandma did once come up stairs to give me a snack
that she brought home from the store, which was those Goldilock's
polvorons that I tweeted about a while ago. Bah, that was heaven cause
I didn't have to go downstairs to get myself food. I was too lazy.
Anyway, all throughout the weekend, the hunger became so familiar to
me that I didn't even notice it anymore. I didn't realize at all that
I haven't eaten or was ever hungry. Which was totally stupid. Because
after that whenever I ate something, I felt like throwing up and after
it's been in my stomach for a while, I feel like I need to die.
Especially if I ate a lot of sugar or anything like that. Which I did
a lot. lol @ mocha moolatte. It was so stupid, I didn't even clue in.
God damn. Then yeah, that Thursday, I was scared to shit with myself.
My grandpa talked to me and TOLD ME exactly what has happened TO ME.
He explained all about my intestines and all, and how they were
getting thinner because I drank those cans of green tea when my
stomach was completely empty. Apparently, that was bad. So, when I
ate, the food would scratch my intestines or something. Blah blah,
basically scared the shit out of me. So I ate that corned beef with
you and gave my stomach lots of fat. After that I was fine. But my
stomach was still having troubles the next day. I was so pissed.

Then, I told Eric how I messed up my metabolism cause he asked how my
weight was doing. o.o  I'm pretty sure I was still studying the next
weekend. So  yeah, that's why that time you came over and I had tons
of food in my room for studying was because I didn't wanna go through
that all over again. & is also why I tried to eat breakfast every
morning after that. Except I failed when school came up again.

God fuck. 2-3 days with hardly any food = almost 2 fucking weeks of
hell.

long comment, my head's been tired. been on aion all day. i'ma go read
some mangas now. LOLOLOLOL. 
 
AerithLight says:   14 February 2010   779489  
Also, that weekend/time, was when I was really concerned about my
health. Cause of my stupid stomach aches. So, of course, I talked
about it a lot. Didn't talk to you a lot about it though, cause we
don't really talk about those things. So I told him not to tell you or
anybody else really.

(Completely remember) Anyway, that weekend before that weekend, I was
upstairs the whole time obsessing over Science. I only had those Green
Tea Citrus in cans that I drink in my room and a few snacks that were
already practically gone. So basically, I didn't leave my room at all.
The only times I ever left were probably when I had to use the
washroom, which was most likely only a few times during the whole
weekend and that was just across the hall. Basically, I didn't eat
anything. But my grandma did once come up stairs to give me a snack
that she brought home from the store, which was those Goldilock's
polvorons that I tweeted about a while ago. Bah, that was heaven cause
I didn't have to go downstairs to get myself food. I was too lazy.
Anyway, all throughout the weekend, the hunger became so familiar to
me that I didn't even notice it anymore. I didn't realize at all that
I haven't eaten or was ever hungry. Which was totally stupid. Because
after that whenever I ate something, I felt like throwing up and after
it's been in my stomach for a while, I feel like I need to die.
Especially if I ate a lot of sugar or anything like that. Which I did
a lot. lol @ mocha moolatte. It was so stupid, I didn't even clue in.
God damn. Then yeah, that Thursday, I was scared to shit with myself.
My grandpa talked to me and TOLD ME exactly what has happened TO ME.
He explained all about my intestines and all, and how they were
getting thinner because I drank those cans of green tea when my
stomach was completely empty. Apparently, that was bad. So, when I
ate, the food would scratch my intestines or something. Blah blah,
basically scared the shit out of me. So I ate that corned beef with
you and gave my stomach lots of fat. After that I was fine. But my
stomach was still having troubles the next day. I was so pissed.

Then, I told Eric how I messed up my metabolism cause he asked how my
weight was doing. o.o  I'm pretty sure I was still studying the next
weekend. So  yeah, that's why that time you came over and I had tons
of food in my room for studying was because I didn't wanna go through
that all over again. & is also why I tried to eat breakfast every
morning after that. Except I failed when school came up again.

God fuck. 2-3 days with hardly any food = almost 2 fucking weeks of
hell.

long comment, my head's been tired. been on aion all day. i'ma go read
some mangas now. LOLOLOLOL. 
 
lovegotmestung says:   14 February 2010   786129  
@AerithLight 
you weren't supposed to see this.

lul. 
 
AerithLight says:   15 February 2010   803503  
@lovegotmestung 
UHUH, YEAH. Can you delete my double post? LUL.
I'm too lazy to log into your account and delete it.

My god, I sounded so anorexic explaining that.
fuck, this is why I didn't wanna say anything. 
 
lovegotmestung says:   15 February 2010   980771  
@AerithLight 
lul no. :>

nah i don't really care that you didn't tell me.
i was just pissed at eric that night because he texted me and was like
bragging. :/and he was like "yeah i'm getting closer to lucky now : )"
and i was like "that's good : )" and he's like "yeah, she told me
something too. but i can't tell you it." and i'm like "..what?" and
he's like "i promised her i wouldn't tell you, so i can't." and i
asked if it's about me and he's like ":/ i can't tell." >> 
 
lovegotmestung says:   15 February 2010   233288  
and he's like saying shit about how he has to honor your wishes. >>
fucking pissed me off.
 
AerithLight says:   16 February 2010   951364  
@lovegotmestung 

LOL. Honour my wishes.
I'd rather get my wishes granted than have them honoured.


I WISH FOR GDRAGON, PL0X.
Yeah, man. ;D 
 
lovegotmestung says:   18 February 2010   296147  
@AerithLight 
I KNOW.
& today he was like bothering me about why you weren't at school.
I was like "K she slept in"
and he was like "She should come to school more." 
GOD. 
 
AerithLight says:   18 February 2010   907900  
@lovegotmestung 
LOL. NO, he should. LOLOL.

Lucky < Eric as for missing school days.

I'm going tomorrow, anyway. I'ma have pillows around me keeping me
from turning to my side. Also, I'll just have to put up with that
stupid bitch tomorrow. She better not talk to me. If she does... Idk,
what I'll do. My god.  I hate having to deal with teachers.

Then I'll have a fresh start after the teacher's conv. break.
Hopefully, I'll go on with it. 
 
lovegotmestung says:   18 February 2010   330853  
@AerithLight 
she's obvs gonna talk to you.
since yknow. she's your teacher.

btw if you switch to ms. bozso's you're staying in block 3 right? 
 
AerithLight says:   18 February 2010   914103  
@lovegotmestung 
Yeah. Don't really wanna mess with my schedule.

Hate her. She doesn't even talk to me, man. So I absolutely hate it
when she does. She messes around with her student's business too much.
I'm serious. She's like so into the student's rumours and such. Ridic.
She even knows who's dating who. wtf. And for the roses that people
got, there was always a card that came with it right and she like,
made people who got one read theirs. Even if it was embarrassing.  It
was also stupid when she questioned why this guy still got a rose when
he and this girl had already broken up. Should've seen the guys face
when she yelled that out. >> 
 
lovegotmestung says:   18 February 2010   311880  
@AerithLight 
skype. 
 
AerithLight says:   18 February 2010   770281  
@lovegotmestung 
You're not even on. wtf. 
 
lovegotmestung says :   18 February 2010   890008  
@AerithLight 
i was. i was invisible. 
 
 
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