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Tuesday, 17 November 2009
08:46:32 PM (GMT)
everyone says sorry,

everyone says its okay,

everyone says your in a better place.

there is no need to be sorry,

it can’t change a thing,

how do they know where you are?

cause i have no clue,

and i’m searching for you.

the only place i can see you

is deep inside my shattered heart

but i want more than that,

i want you here,

i want to hug you again,

i want to feel the touch of your skin.

i miss you,
and my heart aches.

i cry a million tears,

but nothing will change.

and now that your gone,

i wonder, do you regret not seeing me?

cause i’m dying inside,

i’m ready to scream.
i’ll pray to you before i sleep,

and wonder if your looking down on me.

i miss you, i miss you, in the worst way

i love you, i love you, why couldn’t you stay.

i hate you for leaving, without a goodbye.

and now i sit here, ready to cry.

‹WonkaBalls› says:   17 November 2009   164582  
I am sorry.
sorry for your loss.
and no, it isn't okay.
nothing I say will make it okay.
only YOU can make it okay.
she IS in a better place, Courtney!
do you want to know why?
because she's with YOU.
fully. all the time.
and I know that for a FACT.
the tears,
they change nothing.
except for the fact that you're hurting.
and that they're healing you.
so cry.
let it out.
go ahead, 
because in the end everything will be alright.
you'll get over this pain.
because we'll all help you.
your Nana is reading this.
and she's saying bye to you too.
I don't care if you aren't looking for sympathy, 
you deserve it now more than ever.
‹courtneyj› says :   18 November 2009   808733  
aw nessa i love you so much. <3


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