Thursday, 10 September 2009
12:43:20 AM (GMT)
Thank the dear lord I've stopped with self-destructing.
Last night and today were hell.
But I've started to realize more and more how I should be handling the situation
that's waving its hands in front of my face.
On a positive note,
He likes me.
Holy *bleep* on a *bleep* sandwich with *bleep* on top and a side of *bleep*.
I don't know if I'll be able to make twenty days...Augh...I suck at waiting.
But, as I said in a poem I wrote today,
"There's finally a light at the end of the tunnel."
I'm finally seeing that, Hey! It's possible! We may actually be together soon!
It's not like he's making me wait a lifetime. Just twenty short days.
*Bleep*. Now I need a homecoming date.
Other than that...
Well, all heck's broken loose when it comes to the other situation.
I'm trying to think of what to do...
I've come up with a temporary solution. I'll try it tomorrow after school.
Cross your fingers and hope for me, darlings.
If I die, get Gerard Way at my funeral NO MATTER WHAT.
The friend that has FINALLY stopped angsting enough for a little while,