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What i feel. . .Category: (general)
Wednesday, 9 September 2009
02:40:06 PM (GMT)
I hate my self,I can't stand this build up in my life,My jelious heart has taken controll of me and i can't stop it.It has already consumed me hole.Theres nothing left of me but jealousy.He don't know how much the struggle is to hold it in and pretend it's ok.He don't know how much i fight my self for words when it happens.Picture your self in a world were there's only your biggest fear and you face to face.See which one defeats who in a matter of seconds,See which one backs down first.Then you'll understand. I wish i could stop and just be normal,But im always on the look out.That paranoia is riding on my sholder wont give up with out a fight.Theres no one in the wolrd that can help me but my self,but for some reason i choose not to,So much weakness i don't understand it,Whatever. . .

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