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Sunday, 19 April 2009
06:30:42 PM (GMT)
So long goodbye
you ask me why I care
why i'm always there
i'ts because i constantly feel like I have a gun to my head
I go through each day wishing I was dead
i've lost everything I have
trying to fix all of you
you tell me this love is true
then you turn around and scream at me
blaming me for everything you've come to
apparently I don't care
about your constant thoughts of suicide
when because of you I go through each day wanting to cry
but I can't
you don't even try
to make your life any better
you just make your wrists wetter
from the blood that i apparently caused
im sick of your lies and im sick of you
you've broken my smile and stolen my tears
all this pain built up over years
has destroyed me
you say I don't care
when no one else is there
you have so much left 
you have a reason to live for, you just deny it
wrap it up and hide it
you don't even give yourself a chance
you beat youself down
create your own tears and create your own frown
then come to me
coated in all your misery
push your problems on me
blaming me for everything
when all i've done is give you love and compassion
I don't have anything of myself
I can't find a reason each day seems like treason
I try to find to find a point
I can't find a meaning
but all my thoughts are so demeaning
i've seen mankinds cruelties
i've torn apart their false truths
their not worth it
they killed me inside
their not worth living for
i'm not worth living for
so here I say goodbye
i'm sorry I see no reason why
I should live in a world that deserves to die

‹automatic› says:   19 April 2009   937683  
Wow Jacob, i love the way you write.
It's so amazing
‹~+cαπ'T ι ευεƦ  βE hαρρψ?? ju$T øπc› says :   21 April 2009   944748  


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