Sunday, 25 January 2009
01:39:25 PM (GMT)
This week was amazing. Even though is was kinda of... I don't know. disappointing
but it was so much fun.
I could talk forever about what happened. And I'm going to cause I'm sick now and
have nothing else to do. :-P
First it started out me dreading the movie shoot. Cause I thought there's be a lot of
drama with me, my best friend, and his dick. (whose the ex of one of my other best
friends and my sister) But that hasn't happened yet so I'm really happy. even though
I know it's going to happen this monday when the shoot starts again. I've never liked
a guy who a. was a homeschooler and b. who was in the shoot. But this shoot I liked
and guy and I didn't know what would happen. I thought I liked him but truth was he
was just a rebond crush. From this other dick of a guy! And alot happened with him.
We flirted like crazy. Everyone knew I liked him and they all said he liked me too.
If I hadn't just had the worst experience before him. I probably would have told him
I iked him. :-P! But I didn't. And then a couple of days ago I started not liking
him. Just for... I don't know. I couldn't see him as a bf. And then I realized I
never saw him as a bf. And at this point I was completely over this other dick of a
guy. and then without telling me my best friend asked him if he liked me and he said
no. Because he thinks my moms weird (WHAT A DICK)!!!! So I talked to him and now
we're just going to be friends who flirt which makes me happy. Because now that I
thinkg about it. that's all I've ever wanted!!!!!! And then I'm friends with his
younger bro. Who's awesome. But just Friends. I kinda of decred all guys dicks. this
movie shoot. Ever since I found out this otehr dick of a guy (different one from
above) was a dick! I mean on some level all guys are dicks. And everyone has to admit
to that. Some are just more than others. And just because I think all guys are dicks
now. DOesn't mean I'm cursing them and never dating them. No. That's not it. You see.
Now I just don't expect guys to be all nice and sweet. But you see I still love guys
and I still want to be with them.I mean they're guys. They're fun. They just aren't
the people you should cry on or to or over! You see what I mean.
Anyways that alot of what happened and I mean there's more, but I'm kinda of bored of