Saturday, 24 January 2009
06:35:01 PM (GMT)
I really don't know what I'm going to do. I'm being torn into two opposite paths.
One with my current boyfriend, and one with my ex, who I am afraid may be my one true
love. That sounds extremely cheesy but, its true. I love both guys, because both of
them bring out a two separate sides of me. One side is the shyish girl that is book
smart and loud too. And the other is a crazy teenager, that can barely calm down long
enough to tie her shoes. I can't see Joe's and I relationship ending. Just like I
couldn't see James and I's. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don;t know where
I'm going. Sadly, if this isn't resolved by the end of senior year, I'm going as far
away as possible from both of them.