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Meggie;Category: Emotions
Saturday, 13 December 2008
12:35:32 PM (GMT)

Cannot deal.

Last night, she lost it.
It was horrible.

I drank half a can of Monster.
Because i guess i thought i'd calm down.
But it didn't work.
I started shaking.
Then crying.

James sat on MSN for 3 hours with me.
Trying to calm me down.
I cried.

He eventually asked why i was crying.
But he kind of already guessed.
He asked if i wanted to talk about him.
I asked if he'd wanted to read my Diary.

He did.
Then he realised how much pain i was in.
He said that my diary was amazing.
And that it nearly made him cry.

I finished off the can.
We just spoke about everything and anything.
Nadia helped me too.
I guess speaking helps me a lot.
She said maybe i should get anti-depressants.

But i don't want fake happiness.

I love you guys who i call my BEST friends.
Please don't worry about me.
I'll get through this for you all.
I'll be strong again.
Don't worry

Love you all
Last edited: 13 December 2008

‹Aurora du Coudray› says:   13 December 2008   396292  
what actually happened???
‹EvenTheStarsRefuseToShine♥› says:   13 December 2008   357836  
 I couldn't contol myself so i was shaking and crying.
But James just spoke to me about Velvet, asked about him.
I eventually calmed down thought
‹Aurora du Coudray› says:   13 December 2008   633566  
aww this was all about Velvet *huggles*
‹EvenTheStarsRefuseToShine♥› says:   13 December 2008   224545  
I know
‹{{Bad♥Influence}}› says:   13 December 2008   941962  
i cnt not worry bout u hunni! 
itz the job of the best friend! 
btw i hate u! 
ths diary made me cry!
im sorry i wsnt there 2 help u! but my mum took me 2 town & taj palace
takez agz 2 give u a munchy box! XD!
‹EvenTheStarsRefuseToShine♥› says:   13 December 2008   322315  
 Shut up ok!
Im fine.
DON'T worry about me!
‹Casey_Be_A_Vampire› says:   13 December 2008   635853  
Your bunny? I'm guessing. I has a bunny. He is old. He was a she
intil we took him to the vet and they said it was a he. He looks like
carmel. That's why we called him Angel.
‹EvenTheStarsRefuseToShine♥› says :   14 December 2008   612865  
 Aww i love bunnys


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