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Sunday, 22 June 2008
02:37:44 PM (GMT)
I cry myself to sleep at night sometimes
My pillow soaked with tears
Because it seems that I am worthless
And my happiness is drowned by my fears
It seems as if you all hate me
Like my whole network wants me to die
Deep inside I know itís true
I fake a smile for my lie

I cover my eyes whenever Iím around you
I bury my head between my knees
To hide from you the pain I feel
That spreads throughout me like a disease

Iíve been along so many paths
They all take me the same way
It feels like the world is my predator
Feeding on me as their prey

I thought there was more to this life
Than being smothered with all this pain
The pain that I know I give everyone
Is the reason Iím growing insane

I wish I werenít such a screw up
And that I donít live for very long
Simply because I fucked up too many times
And how everything I do is wrong

So, to everyone whoís listening
Iím ending all your spite
Just by saying my last two words
And cry for one more night.

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