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Lost Friend?Love or HateCategory: Missing you
Monday, 21 January 2008
12:28:37 AM (GMT)
Can you cry over an old friend you havent seen in like 4 years?Someone you never
said goodbye to and who you loved but know you can never see him again.Do you feel
guilty about loving someone else but still loving that one person and dreaming of
them almost everyday?I feel it now just by listening to When your gone by Avril
Lavigne.Its weird being best friends with someone and not knowing you love them until
you think youll never see them again or when you give up on them.And how much you
miss them and cry everytime you think of them.If you dont know how i feel right now
you shouldnt even be reading this but if you still continue readin it try to
imagine,being freinds with someone since you were like 1 or so,over summer break
while your visiting relatives your mom moves to a different house far away from that
friend and not telling you about it,then when you get back find out that you wont be
able to say goodbye or apologize for leaving without telling them and now its been 4
years and you havent seen them since but cant stop thinkin about him/her*in my case
him*.How would you feel?Well if you dont know let me just tell you i feel horrible
and i loved him with all my heart and still do but feel so guilty when im dating
someone else.but im glad right now bcuz i broke up with my current boyfriend and i
sortof regret it bcuz i also relized that me having boyfriends is what helps me not
think about him.All i want is for me to have someone that will help me forget him and
someone who will be there for me.I hate that i cry over you!!!It hurts like hell and
it feels as though my heart is tearing in two over and over hurting more and more but
i keep it all inside until now.I knwo that if i hold it in i will just break down i
wont cry now bcuz people who luv me are here with me now and only want me to be happy
i show them that but i dont mean it.I hate you for putting me through this even
though it isnt your fault i want it all to be forgotten the heart breaking and
everything i just want it to all end  please!!! I wish it was raining right now.

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