Friday, 10 August 2007
04:45:49 AM (GMT)
Friday 10 August 8:36 pm
I am so crazy it is not funny! I was so happy today i couldn't stop smiling. I was
thinking of him. Ever thought of him makes my heart beat speed up. I like him so much
just a thought of him is enought to nearly make me hyperventilate. Goddess i wish he
was here right now sitting next to it would be so comforting to hear his voice and
feel his prescence. Why and how does he make me feel this way? I don't even know him
really well but we have the same religion and we have the same interests. I am even
writing soppy poems goddes how the mighty have fallen. I am writing
love poems ME. Goddess, *sigh* i miss him so much!!! Goddess i hate the
way i am talking and acting he is just a guy!!! *long sigh*.
I wrote this for him:
I loved you first: but later your love,
Outdoing mine, sang such a beautiful song
It outdid the soft singing of a dove.
Who owes the other most? My love was long,
And yours each moment seemed to grow more strong;
So strong was the love held between you and me
You loved me despite what may or may not be
Trying to measure what we had does us both a wrong.
For true love knows not ‘your’s or ‘mine’;
With separate 'you' and ‘me' see what free love has done,
Now do you see, one is both and both are one in love:
Real love knows nothing about having that which is only mine;
Both have the strength and both have the love,
Both of us share the love that makes us one.
See i am going nut i am actually writing sopy poems i guess i really like him. I
haven't acted this way before, even with Kyle!
What is going on with me? Am i going crazy?