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Monday, 2 July 2007
09:31:17 PM (GMT)
Okay, I shall provide further detail to the previously mentioned situation. Here's
the story:

Okay, so, I'm in a relationship type thing. This person and I were kind of dating, but we weren't really public with it. Okay, so he had a girlfriend, so we kept our "relationship" a secret. Then he broke up with said girlfriend and claimed that he loved me. And I believed him. Mainly, because I loved him too. We continued with our secret relationship, and things were pure bliss. I was on a SOLID cloud nine. There was no doubt. Then he goes off and starts dating this girl he'd known for a week. I was hurt, but I didn't let him know. We broke things off, and after a week, he broke up with this new girl and started dating the girl he had cheated on with me again. They are still dating, and after I had finally, really, truly convinced myself that I was over him, he called me. So, I kind of got mad, just because I had finally convinced myself that I was over him and the same day all the feelings came rushing back. THEN, I found out that this guy I like likes me back. And this guy is a real gentleman. He asked my dad if he could take me out on a date. So I got all swoony. All the while, I kept thinking that I LIKE this new guy, but I still LOVE the other one. So I get confused. Then I start thinking, what if he is just trying to make his old girlfriend jealous (we all work together)? That makes my new cloud nine a little rickety, like it could break at any minute. And I hate that. That's all as of right now, I'll update later. All is resting on Tuesday.

‹My_husband_Rupert_grint› says:   2 July 2007   824474  
OMG that is soooo weird I mean you love one and like the other....
but if that was me I would go fro the guy I like rather than  the guy
I love because knowing his past with girlfriends he cant be too
faithfull and honest right?
discoinfernosam17 says:   2 July 2007   657982  
Thanks. I'll take that into consideration. I kind of thought about
him cheating at first, but I brushed it off because I thought I loved
jamierenee says:   3 July 2007   257442  
That is kinda strange because love that guy and  like the other so
you should have liked him or loved him after he had that girlfriend
because there would have probably been a lot of drama if his other
girlfriend found out ya'll were going out with each other while they
were together.
discoinfernosam17 says:   3 July 2007   216852  
I can't really help my feelings, though. Maybe the circumstances will
change after tomorrow. I'll update.
saralyn247 says :   5 July 2007   955922  
i would probably just go out with the new guy, and get over the old
one. maybe you guys could still be friend,  but the dating didn't work


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