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Friday, 2 February 2007
01:47:59 PM (GMT)
This morning I woke up like usual, in a happy mood. Then it hit me, why am I so damn
happy? Then I got to thinking about the reasons why I should be happy. The weird
thing is, I couldn't think of any. Besides my birthday, that doesn't even make me
remotely happy, just another day with lots of laughs and smiles that really don't
matter.Anyways, back to what I was saying. So, if I have no reason to be happy, does
that mean I'm just pretending or worse, a FAKE!?

 I got scared at this thought because my whole life, I have disliked people that were
fake, so I kind of freaked out a bit. I mean, everytime I'm at school, my friends
always tell me, " Oh you're so happy, you don't get hurt," or " wow, you smile too
much." Can a person smile too much? Now that I think of it, I'm not myself. I don't
cry,get mad, or even sad like I used to. I just go around being happy. Sure, I get
fustrated,but then I just go back to being one little happy girl.

Maybe I am fake, and I just now realized it. Now what will happen to everything that
I thought was fake and real? Gosh I'm so confused right now. I just wish my insanity
can just fade away. What can I say, I just a Happy Little
Unfeeling Girl.

Blair says:   2 February 2007   551894  
Hmmm very weird.....but i definatiley don't think ur a fake!
babygirl7795 says:   2 February 2007   983964  
thts kool
Princess67 says :   2 February 2007   725189  
just cause u smile alot doesn't mean ur a fake


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