Friday, 29 December 2006
07:56:11 PM (GMT)
I have just realised how much I fancy this boy.
You know the whole love at first sight thing? It was that.
My best friend kept pestering me, saying that we'd be perfect together.
I didn't believe it at first, and then I actually met him.
Well, saw him would be a better phrase.
I couldn't work up the courage to talk to him but I couldn't take my eyes off him.
And now, there's this party he's going to be at.
I am so looking forward to the party but am really nervous, and it's in a month
I have every reason to be nervous 'cos I really can't talk around boys.
A) Squeak when I try to speak so I sound like I'm a helium addict
B) Put them off with my shyness/ strangeness/ something.
Part of me really wishes I didn't like him because then he wouldn't be on my mind and
I wouldn't be worrying about things like 'OMG! What if he has a girlfriend?'. But the
other part doesn't care aout those things.
Argh! I am so confused.
I could sure use it right now.
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