Oh man. Login to Kupika  or  Create a new account 

This diary entry is written by wolfcub777. ( View all entries )
Previous entry: Diary 3 July 2010 in category (general)

Oh man.Category: (general)
Monday, 6 August 2018
05:58:57 PM (GMT)
I haven't been on Kupika in forever. Its actaully kind of surreal looking back at my
messages and reading my profile and my diary entries. But the one thing I still can't
get over is the death of a guy I never even met but was so madly in love with that to
this day I can't trust anyone enough to actually date them... because I trusted him
with everything and he left me and I honeslty wanted to die. And to this day I
remember him and our conversations and our love for eachother and I hate that I
didn't meet him. But I hate it more knowing that I will never know if he was actually
real... or of he was who he said he was. Or if he really did die. I searched for an
obituary and never found one,  I searched for something proving he was real and who
he said he was but found nothing. All these years and I still cry when I read our old
messages. He screwed me in ways that I can't even explain.

crazyhot says :   6 August 2018   974087  
Thats tragic


Related Entries
‹itsmekidd☮›: death poem
Gothgirl_14: Death.
‹skeletonscorpio›: My poem of Hate.
‹***!BICURIOUS PURPLE!***›: DEATH HIMSELF(poem) sad poems but its da truth
cutie779: was MJ's death staged? must read by MJ fans.......

About Kupika    Contact    FAQs    Terms of Service    Privacy Policy    Online Safety
Copyright © 2005-2012