Sunday, 31 May 2015
06:34:21 PM (GMT)
I'm not sure if I'll be able to, well, live without my antidepressants. I mean I've
been taking them for about half a year now and my doctor is being like, you should
try being without them through the summer and honestly, the idea of that makes me
worry. I don't want to be that anxious nervous mess again, who starts to shake
visibly when someone approaches them and who's heart beats a million times a minute.
Then again, I probably won't see much people during the summer, excluding all the
birthdays, but normally there are much people I am not comfortable with, present
then. The problem is, I am trying to be more social to get through this, so I was
thinking I should at least go outside sometimes this summer. You know, since I stayed
cooped up in my room the last one... and the one before that and... Yeah.......
21:35 31. may 2015