Monday, 7 May 2012
03:36:09 AM (GMT)
Dark: "What the fuck! I told you this would happen. Now you are like all 'grrr' and
Me: "yeah I know...I know."
Dark: "So are you going to brood and not do anything? Clearly I hate that side of
Me: Sigh, "No not going to do that."
Dark: "I know you, and I can feel it inside of you."
Me: "No, I'm fine."
Dark: "Sure, Sure you are fine. But you know what I like it when you brood. It makes
you a better writer. But I'm not going to sink back into hell with you."
Me: Smiles, "yeah it was some good stuff. I didn't like that feeling of being lost,
alone, closed up and emotionless. As if your world just felt as if it ended and you
struggle to take another breath. Days linger into nights and it seem to be an endless
cycle. I suffered, my heart slowed down that I could barley heart it anymore. It took
me a while, a long while to come to terms and began to feel better."
Dark: "Yeah but I warned you and you didn't listen. See we are back at this point
Me: "Not quite back to this point. And that's why you are here. The one voice that
warn me, the reason that I don't fully trust. The doubt the lingers. The one that
stands between me and the darkness."
Dark: "linger doubt for sure. So do we wait for a month, 3 months, a year again?"
Me: shrugs, "Time waits for no one. I will do what I have to do and go from there.
But I give it a month and if nothing. Then I'll go to plan b or c even d.."
Dark: "I'm sure you will be friends with her..."
Me: "Yeah friends........"