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Saturday, 23 July 2011
07:59:52 AM (GMT)
I just heard a jet engine like it was going to crash-land in my neighbors backyard.
I keep hearing what could be thunder, but the rolls are much too short. The sky is
gray. My brother isn't in his room. The door that leads upstairs is closed. (My room
is downstairs) I keep hearing funny noises outside my door. It sounds like someone is
being beaten and bagged upstairs. 
A few months ago, I went through an apocalypse phase. I was convinced something bad
was going to happen every fucking day, and that somehow I'd make it through but I'd
lose everything in the process. I don't want to go back into that phase. Because it's
one of the things that eats me alive. Anything about the world ending puts me into a
severe insomniac wave, and I get sick to my stomach. It's 8 in the morning. And I
have a feeling... that I'm alone.

‹RushingStars★› says:   24 July 2011   341021  
I hate when stuff like that happens. Just last Wednesday, I was home
alone @ night & my mom called me a littler after 9. As soon as she did
my dog started barking and growling at something inside. She asked me
what he was barking at & I said I didn't know, probably just someone
walking their dog outside. But he kept barking. She asked where he
was; he was running back and forth between the door and living room
My mom told me to turn the porch light on to see if anyone was there,
but now I was getting freaked out. I said I didn't want to, but my mom
said she wanted me to do it when she was on the phone. She said I
could turn the hall light on  first if I wanted. So I did both, and
all was fine.

Even tho my dog stopped barking, he was still sitting all tense. I
couldn't concentrate on my homework so I layed down on my couch and
tried to read. My dog ran over & jumped on the couch with me, but he
wouldn't relax. Then he ran over to the window and was kind of
growling/barking. He kept looking back at me, staring right at me,
like he was making sure I was okay. This went on for a while, and by
then I was sooo scared....I prayed to God to keep me safe cuz I was
convinced something was out there. Eventually I fell asleep....but
that night, I was really scared. O.O 
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   24 July 2011   955740  
Freeeeeeaky. That's not something I'd want to experience. When I lived
in the next town over when I was little, my papa's cat would guard ne
and Dalton like a dog and when we were outside she'd circle the house
to make sure we were safe. And then she went all mean and scratched
Dalton on both cheeks pretty bad. 
A few years later when I moved into the house I live in now, I was
lying in my crib being all sacred because the lights had gone out due
to a thunderstorm and I climbed out and sat on the candlelit floor
under my powerpuff girls blanket when there was a crack of thunder and
a huge booming voice like sound screamed my name. Ever since then, I
still don't feel safe at all in my room at night. Lol. 
‹RushingStars★› says:   24 July 2011   150196  
Wooow. I hate it when stuff like that happens....once time I was
getting ready for bed in our bathroom, (brushing my teeth) & I was
alone upstairs & the door was closed. But I kept hearing this weird
sound...I can't explain it, but it was a consistent sound & it didn't
seem like somebody was up there......I actually sat in my bathroom for
ten minutes, refusing to leave until I heard my dad come upstairs.
(Turns out it was just the window or something...but at the time it
seemed like a ghost. haha. I worry too much.) 
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   24 July 2011   439968  
I usually don't get up to go to the bathroom until it gets light out.
Which sucks because I get up so damn early. xD 
‹RushingStars★› says:   24 July 2011   608579  
Hahaha do you realize how much we have in common?! Here's one more
thing to add: We scare easily over supid but scary things. xD 
‹~(Shaywee)~› says :   24 July 2011   700681  
I do, hun, I do. Lol I scare wicked easily, but it's from all the
scary things in my past. And yeh, most of them are pretty stupid. x3 

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