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Monday, 29 November 2010
10:53:07 PM (GMT)
I was really bored (as usual) and thought. "Man, anything I tried as a child was
shit on, a lot." In  first grade I had won student of the year (along with several
other students in my school). It was planned for the students including myself, to
receive our awards right before the start of a baseball game for the Mavericks. We
were going to receive the awards on the pitchers mound in front of everyone and I was
REALLY excited. My grandma was going to drive us and was our only way of
transportation. She was an hour late because my grandpa made her get milk before
picking me up; and I never ended up getting the award because they said they left it
at the baseball park. In 3rd grade our school was having a play. I was VERY excited
and was hoping I would get a part. I did, a one, word, part. When I was told I got a
part I was spastic none the less. It was embarrassing being told to practice my line
though. I had asked more than once for a part with more lines, but they said no. Then
when they said a student couldn't make it and they needed someone to fill his spot
(which had almost a page of lines). I asked if I could have it. They said no. So for
the play my role was to get on stage, say one word, and walk off. I was VERY
disappointed. In fourth grade we did poetry, and at the end of the year they would
pick through peoples poetry and make a book out of it somewhat like a yearbook. I
didn't get picked and all my friends did. The next year in 5th grade they did this
again; and they had said they would try not to pick people who were picked last year
giving new people the opportunity. The way our desk's were set up in the classroom
was 6 people in a group. My table everyone had been picked last year but me. This
year everyone at my table got picked again, but me. When they went to the cafeteria
to discuss their poems and the book. I sat in class and was the only one at my table.
Now I'm older and have horrible stage fright and am too self conscious to try
anything. What the fuck childhood?

‹.drop.pants.nao.› says:   29 November 2010   480204  
I don't know you or anything, but man... you DID get shit.
Exscuse the rude comment. :DD
Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis says:   29 November 2010   999507  
Haha not rude. Profanity makes everything better :D 
‹.drop.pants.nao.› says:   29 November 2010   381488  
‹☮SmileyPeanut☮› says:   29 November 2010   582571  

And I MEAN IT. My hope, my friends,my education, my happiness, MY TRUE
Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis says:   29 November 2010   244137  
LMAO for one... Just because someone has worse problems than yours,
doesn't mean I'm still not affected my mine. Two NEVER assume
ANYTHING. You could not understand the problems I'm going through
right now, and this diary I'm not complaining, I'm writing for
‹JacobJigglypuff› says:   30 November 2010   354747  
well it could always be worse.(:
Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis says:   30 November 2010   697338  
Haha it is worse :D 
‹JacobJigglypuff› says:   30 November 2010   178055  
lol dude trust me, that isn't that bad.
Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis says:   30 November 2010   520419  
Haha I'm not talking about this, and these aren't even problems. 
‹JacobJigglypuff› says:   30 November 2010   221383  
I know.
Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis says:   30 November 2010   174095  
If you say so. 
‹☮SmileyPeanut☮› says:   30 November 2010   534872  
Well technically if you're at the bottom of the ladder the only way
is up^^
Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis says :   30 November 2010   364789  
Lets hope :P 

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