Sunday, 14 November 2010
12:59:27 AM (GMT)
Nothing like getting random crap off your chest on an anonymous website where
nobody can trace you or, more importantly, the person you're directing your letter
I messed up. I know I did. But I'm sorry, and I hope that's okay.
Remember talking for hours about music and Indigo Children and what qualified
as a power ballad and varying intensities of migraines? That feels like so long ago,
but it wasn't really. Not much more than a year. But God, we were babies then. We
used to talk every day. I miss it.
Since then, there have been other people, you know. Rory, for one, that
stupid creep - you knew it right from the start. And, I'm a girl who goes to CC, so
obviously there was Brandon, but I still miss you, and I think about you all the
time. You were the first person outside of my family who I really loved, and not in
"that way." I loved you like a brother.
I gained so much from our friendship- I learned to lightenup, to make sure
someone's waiting to catch you before you fall, that you can't decide what's in a
person's heart, that stealing water bottles is ALWAYS funny, no matter what, and that
there are people in life that you will always remember for all the strength and love
that they gave to you, even if you didn't know it.
The most amazing part is that I don't miss what I thought we could be or hoped
we would be- I miss what we were: best friends.
I want to thank you for all the ways you were always there for me. More than
anything else, I just want to say thank you. You're one of those people who will
always be there with me, every step of the way, everywhere I am and with everything I