Monday, 30 August 2010
05:54:24 PM (GMT)
how can you go about your life without a remorse for what you've put me thorugh.
to take everything back in one instant.
in the time it took for you to think of what would make me happy how could you have
thought it without any remorse without any doubts you jumped in to breaking me just I
jumped into trying to love you and
I cant beilive I tried to do somethign so foolish
the act its self seems like a distant long torturing memory.
how can you face yourself at night
knowing that while you go on with your life others hurt over what you've done to
how can you live your life day by day with that same stupid remark on your face with
the same eyes as yesterday
the same fucking laugh you make when you feel something gives you joy.
while I'm there and looking at you with obvious sadness in my eyes.
how can you live with yourself knowing that I've fought back everyone I love the most
how can you live?
do you enjoy your life?
or perhaps its so bad that you cant.
you cant let your heart beat for anyone but yourself.
you cant love anything but making other lives horrible.
your reasons for anythign must be sadly mistake because nothing youve done this far
for any of the reasons you've made up in your mind has proven to make any good out of