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Monday, 23 August 2010
08:02:38 PM (GMT)
well im loosing it once again
im so sick and tired of my friends
they wine and fight
it makes me want to take flight
away form this place
away form it all
i dont really even want to be at the mall
not to groan, complain or wallow
im just feeling incredibly hollow
im done asking for people to understand
i think i prefer the feel of burning sand
to all the lies and sympahty comming at me
i stand on that cliff and look at the sea
what if i jump?
then i can be free form it all
no more small talk in the ugly grey hall
free form the hate the hurt the pain
its amazing how much i would gain
just to be dead floating out in the sea
face down is all i would need to be
my fathers dead and damn it is a drag
i never like the son of a bitch 
but my mother has turned into the evil hag
she yells as me then she crys
i love telling fucking lies
it keeps the truth soo nice and hidden
nothing form my mond will come unbidden
reading has returned to me than my stars
life is going fast like speeding cars
i want to slow down get off the inerstate
im not a girl who needs a romantic date
no one knows me, and its all good
no one can and no one should
so i guess if i can write
this petty little verse
then sadley i reamin under the same curse
allways in misrey allways afloat
i wish you would put a gun to my head and sink this boat
just do it 
i will like the pain
the sting the bite
its all the same
help me take my life
one way or the other
i jsut cant live 
with myself anylonger
Last edited: 23 August 2010

‹ღJєѕѕιє яαωяѕღ› says :   25 August 2010   256090  
Aside from the insane thing, I know how you feel. *hug*

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