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Lucas is a sad panda...Category: (general)
Sunday, 13 June 2010
01:54:45 AM (GMT)
I guess I'm depressed. I mean I can deal with everthing through-out the day, but the
at the end of it all I feel empty. Like there's something missing. Am I lonely? Am I
going about life all wrong? Did I fuck everything up? Am I even close to what I'm
looking? Do I even know what I'm looking for?..... I have all these questions, but I
don't have any answers. Who's supposed to answer the questions? I don't know... I
don't know who I'm supposed to go to when I feel like this... So it just eats away at
me... I don't even remember the last time some one actually asked me how I was doing
and actually cared... Its been a while since I even thought about hurting myself, but
these thought keep creeping back into my mind... Am I just being stupid? Well, I
doubt anyone will ever read all the way through... So I don't even know what the
point in writing this was... Was it the hope or desperation that some one would ask
how I was doing? Was it the mindless thoughts of abandonment want someone to take me
in? I'm tired of asking question... Its almost enough to make you wanna die...

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