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Thursday, 4 March 2010
11:25:14 PM (GMT)
i HATE drama 
i HATE when people over react 
i HATE when i cant forgive myself
i HATE when i hold back my emotions for the sake of someone else
i HATE it when someone needs constant praising as if they don't get enough
i HATE when people who are as big as a toothpick say they're fat how the hell do you
make me feel? like a cow
i HATE when you look at me
i HATE when you call
i HATE when you text me
i HATE how i love you without any hope of recovering
i HATE how i cant hide my feelings from you
i HATE how you use my feeling for you as a weakness
i HATE how you just get up and leave just like that without warning
i HATE her because she has you as her own
i HATE how you don't seem to care
i HATE how no one likes me
i HATE being empty inside
i HATE my mind for always changing the subject to you
i HATE how i cant stop these tears for you
i HATE how i think of you everyday and know you don't like me
i HATE how you never noticed
i HATE how you never cared
i HATE when you're not around
i HATE it most of all when you're there
i HATE when i cry myself to sleep because I know it matters not
i HATE how all this means nothing to you
i HATE it how i almost never see you
i HATE it when we fight
because i know everything will turn out right
I hate me most of all because I am a pessimist and I never told anyone
because i hide my tears
you think i am an emotionless freak because I wait till i get home and bawl my eyes
like there's no tomorrow
because i never knew love
because now that i do its an excruciating pain
because i can never tell what you're thinking about
because on the inside im screaming
and no one can hear me.

bre1030 says :   23 April 2011   935442  
Go kick him in the dick then knee him in the face.


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